up in Whistler and my sweet honey is at Lush. I stopped by to write a quick thought. It's been wonderful to talk and just hang with my honey so far. tomorrow we'll skate more and see a kick ass show. this has been the best. we communicate so fucking awesomely. is that a word? who cares.

iloveyou Melissa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well I’m not dieing. Not that I really thought I was, but I did go to the doctors and got myself on some medicine for my blood pressure. It feels really good. Why m I so scared of doctors at times? Really looking forward to this weekend. Just wish that the forecast as for sunshine, but that’s ok Mel and I will bring scrabble and books and we have each other. And we’ll bring that new cd with 3 songs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Had dinner last night with my parents for my bday and it was nice. Could not believe how good Copper River salmon is. Had a really awkward dream last night…whatever.

Calgary is a go; I just need to work it out at my new job. Hope that doesn’t pose a problem.

Oh shit I just remembered…. my dream.) I can’t type fast enough) Melissa’s dad sat Holly down and asked her 2 questions. One when did I start to cook and if I was any good? Now the second is a strange one. Now this is a dream. He said since Mel and I are dating will she still be sending (fictional family friends son, who lives in England) a poem, love type letter thingy, he had some name for it in my dream. In my dream she had done it every year and this was the first were it might not happen. This character in England was like Mel’s dads secret wish she would marry. How weird is that?

Anyway all is great here. Looking forward to it all. I love life and most importantly I love Melissa. She’s having a productive day and that’s great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Want to go skating but it’s wet out…lame.