Wednesday, March 05, 2003
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hey it's 4:10 and nothing so far about work. Tomorrow is the day. As much as I would like to keep my job, if I lose it there is nothing I can do and it's time to move on. I'm sure I could get something that pays much better as well. All I can do is wait. Man Mel and I have been so busy lately and haven't had enough of us time. Last night was good but we were both so tired. Tonight I need to go home and clean up then I'm going to go to the bookstore and read for a good hour or so. Ever since I was like 19 I've loved going to the bookstore by myself and reading.
WOW Blog Mel is hot. she really is.
Her and I are going on a date this Saturday. We're just going to spend a nice evening together. No one else. No friends or cell phones. Getting real excited about living with her. It's going to be good.
We're supposed to get dumped on tonight and tomorrow so riding should be good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway I'll let you know about work tomorrow. I have another appointment and I'm strongly excited though I know it maybe hard. I like talking with Mel after my sessions. does she know that. she helps me decompress in a way.
OK I love you Malis.
smile it's contagious
posted by Brian |
4:19 PM
Monday, March 03, 2003
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hi. well it's Monday and I'm feeling pretty good. Half of my team is gone. we have our War Party tonight and it should be fun. We had a pretty good weekend in Eastern, WA. Riding was super fun on Sat . night and Mel, Mark, Jody and I had a good time on Friday. Mel got a little down on Saturday. That makes me sad. I can't help it. She cried and that hurts for me to see that.She is so strong. She made me a really nice card for me last night. I love when she does stuff like that for me. You know what Blog. Mel and I have been on the go a lot recently and haven't had enough quiet time for just us two. she's had school and stuff. I'm going to ask her out on a special night for just her and I. no one else.
Man I had a really intense session with Laurie last Thursday. I had a really bad dream last night. One of the worst I've ever had that I can remember. I woke up at 1:22 am and couldn't get back to sleep. It was a really shitty dream.
Blog I was thinking this past weekend about Mel and how I want her to know the level of love and wonderful feelings I have for her. I know we're going to get married and I look forward to that so much. I love her so, so much Blog. she is so wonderful the way I feel around her is so great!!!!
ok bye
posted by Brian |
10:13 AM
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