wow!!!!!!!!!!!!it has been too long since i have been in here. in less then 2 months on November 13th a dream that started back in August of 2002 will come true. i still remember that long ass ride to the store up at crystal and watching you in your mirror and falling in love. you had your hair in pig tails and i was just drooling over you. you had me at that point melissa. i remember getting back to the house and everyone had left and getting back in the car all the way to Seattle with you. wanting to tell you all the things i had in my head.

i am so lucky melissa. i thank my lucky stars to have found my soul mate. i get all choked up about how we have such honesty in our relationship. how i can tell you things as you do me. how we can sit back and laugh at the lies in all the relationships around us. i guess thats kinda sad but it makews us that stronger. melissa dion and am so proud that you are going to be a Beal. it makes my heart swell the size of the ocean.

i want you in my arms right now so i can hold you tight. i love you with all my heart.
the mini-honeymoon is going to be over the top. then in March or April it's off on a surfing honeymoon. i am so fortunate.