Blog...
how are you? Me I'm doing quite well. I need to update you. I had a really good talk last night with Laurie. I really got a lot of things figured out about Melissa. Not feelings of how I feel or she feels, but little hang-ups I have had. I have found ways to get past them! I really have. I look forward from taking a the best thing ever and making even better! I had a wonderful talk with Mel when I got home last night as well but we always have great talks. We always seem to communicate so well. I need Melissa to see that I really am getting past the hang-up and recognize it. I also want her to know that I DO TRUST HER.

I trust you Melissa with all my heart. Please believe me because I'm all yours. I'm not shitting you.
That's it here we go. The next level!
Mel you don't need to stress about certain things anymore. Just love me like you have and continue to have that glow about you when we're together and I'll be OK. I'm going to marry you and I am so blessed and full of joy for that. I look forward to moving in together and getting our own place. BOOKSHELF/GARDEN SHOES for you.
I want to thank you for all that you are. We have so much to look forward to Melissa. I am already listening to all you have ever said to me. I'm so lucky. You maybe the luckiest girl, but I'm the luckiest guy. I want to snuggle and make love. I want to kiss your face. The snuggling last night was so special babe, as always. I will never tire of you. Isn't that weird how we both know that. But we do. It's fantastic. I like being a relationship snob. What I mean is I see other people and there relationships, but ours is the best. It really is. I don't care what others say but we're both very open, loving, demanding, communicative people. We have a depth that takes people years to get. We have the best. I look forward to my love getting old and more beautiful! I could go on and on. I know you know this but I want to scream it to the world!

Lets go to Sno-Con tonight then Minus the Bear.

76 days until Mexico my love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
76 days!!!!!!! it will be amazing. Sun with my love!
I love you.

Blog,
wow I had a nice night last night. I got off work and went and ran some errands. I got my sweetie some new shoes and flowers. She needed shoes really badly. Then I got home and never even passed go, I just put on some shorts and went on an insane bike ride. I kept going and going. I really couldn't stop. Got home cleaned up real fast showered and went over to Mel's. I started my book again and instantly was hooked. Isn't that weird how when I first read it I didn't. Going to keep exercising A LOT!

You know what Blog. I looked over at Mel this morning and saw a girl I love. A girl I want to grow old with. And you know what I know we will. She is such a beauty. Wow I am a lucky guy. She is so good. She is so unique. What I used to think was her being cold or annoying is just her. She gives me such love in her way. I love her for that. I really can't stop thinking about the other uni night. I liked that.

Mel......I love you. I will always be here to back you up and listen. I will always support.

I'm thinking about changing my title. I really do not know it all. I'm learning and I love it.

One more thing. I've been writing a bit more lately and it's been nice. I also love this Blog thing. Great release.

Hey Blog,
Happy Tuesday. Had a nice three day weekend. Went snowboarding hung out with Mel and went on a run. Had a nice Valentines day with my love. I got her some insane stuff from Victoria Secret. She looked AMAZING in it. I feel really weird right now and I don't know why. I'm finally busy at work which is nice. I feel like....like I don't know but it's strange. Disappointed in the winter we had. Nothing is coming. Really looking forward to Mexico in May with Mel. 9 nights of R & R. It will be great. My birthday is going to happen down there. I've never really cared two hoots for it before. I think I may be moving in with Mel in April. We'll see. I really want to get settled in a house with her and get the bookshelf. I've built that way I really want to just travel all over with that girl and see it all. I love her so. Everyday it's better Blog. I shit you not. We had a nice snuggle session this morning. we had a wonderful talk last night. that is the best. when you spend so much time with someone and you can still talk like that and know that it's only going to get better and more special.
I do want to get some more riding in before the end of the year though.

hungrey for lunch. we have a fun dinner planned tonight!

Blog she rocks my world. I love her for who she is. I love her so much. It is truly beautiful.
I cannot wait to be her husband and start our life together.
Mel smile